out of prison

i'm not supposed to love you anymore.

was listening to this melancholic song by Brian White and i thought...
how true, i'm not supposed to love him anymore. the 'it's over!! yea, it's over' slogan's been flashing across my head for quite sometime since then.
and this is it. yes this is it. is it?
the end..is it really over?

indifference- this is the beginning of the end, the power that gives me strength, and the hope that gives me faith. its okay now if you don't love me anymore lil darling you, i am alright now.

but i still desperately want to know...
are you being cold, only beacuse you're trying to put up a heartless-front so that it'd be easier for me to forget you? Is this the reason why you, too, insist on being indifferent?
please tell me how you feel. i still need to know.

i think there's nothing wrong with love actually, so we shouldn't blame LOVE if things go wrong cos' love's pure and beautiful- it's innocent and precious. it doesn't deserve all the name-callings.

love's still beautiful to me.
it gave me beautiful memories.
it still gives me hope.
it still touches me through my beloved friends and family.
love is beautiful.
it really is.


special note: alan! : ) thank you for helping me upload all those pics last night. i mean, early morning. really made me feel much better u know. tho it was only temporarily, u still got me out of stress and got me all smiling. you're one of the best pals i ever had. *hugs* tho' i hardly tell u this, i really appreciate you hell loads. friends forever! yay!