after A's- the reality

thought it was going to be superbly entertaining,
thought it was going to be heavenly,
thought i was going to have sooo much fun...but bummerrr!!
it's plain boring - my life after A's, it sucks. urgh.
guess i had too much expectation huh.

well, went out with my close friends right after A's and caught a few movies together. went shopping with my classmates for about 4 times to get our grad stuff (tho' i only got my gown on the day of grad itself haha.) dyed my hair brown with copper highlight, i look better, dad says. (haha, my dad's treating me like a grown-up? woww.
yea right.)
ahh thats not the point.

05/12/05 the grad-night day
woke up early and started calling the make-up/hair salon for an appointment. i can't do my own make up for nuts, i don't even have the make-up-kit. and needless to say, i can't do anything with my hair. so yea, had to spend my ever-so-precious money on these two things. my mum's heels started to give me such agony by the time i got to Ritz Carlton, it wasn't fitting. phew. the make up done by the artiste was too thick and i didn't like it at all- i was just not happy with everything till i met my friends and got me cheered me up by taking lots and lots of pics with me. whee! gee, my moodswing's terrible, huh?

grad was ok, not as entertaining as i thought it would be. had a few games and the dinner was sucky- one of the worst hotel-food i ever had. i felt like a complete loooooooser when the camera batt when flat after 2 shots. yea, only 2 shots! argh!! what happened? i didn't switch on the power to charge it. how idiotic can i get, stupid me, u say? sure, i know that. x) well this isn't the first time, i'm always stupid haha. had to beg some of my friends to send the pics to me via email or sth. oh well. the retribution of ignorance.

hmmm.
they made me dance, so i did.
they made me walk, so i did.
but what i got in the end was way beyond what i even thought of.
grad queen? never.
never expected to get that title, i never even thought of it. .
gotta thank those friends who cheered for me tho. weiliang said he cheered till his throat went kooo-kooo haha. thank you friends, for cheering for me. i really felt special and i truly felt THE'love'? lol :)

hmm supposed to play tennis with kp today, but he said he has no balls. haha sounds funny tho. kp has NO BALLSS?! okay, thats not funny now.x) hahaha kp's going to tekong tmr- you're becoming a man dude!

life's super super boring. so so so soooo boring.
i'm rotting like nobody's business.
this sucks.

somebody, entertain me pls! :)

since you've been gone,
i was waiting for ur sign.
but u didn't give me any.
guess u're doing okay huh.
i'm happy for you dear.
and maybe this is ur sign,
telling me to move on?
telling me to be strong?

-missing you is a gruesome torture-